Wanting to love, reality sets in. Questions pounding, immaturity holds tight. Not willing to let go, maturity comes with a price. Heart beating, still not willing to confess. Why Lord? Take the emotions, take the feelings. But. You designed us to love, be loved. Is love prevailing? Purity of thoughts, purity of mind. Would have virtually fallen without your grace. Confuse, distraught, not being able to focus. Lord, have mercy. Hold on, hold tight. Life is like a rollercoaster indeed. Looking beyond to see the end painting is hard. Not understanding circumstances, I might be lost. Really lost. In the seas of wilderness. Press in, move on… Love is more than a fairy tale. True love waits… without compromise.